I’m on antivirals for covid. My symptoms abated drastically. I went running this morning, something I haven’t done in a while. Maybe not the smartest thing to do, but being smart isn’t on the radar like it should be.

I’ve tested negative twice now, which puts into question when I actually “started” having it.

I offered to get anyone who might have been exposed a covid test for their own peace of mind. My employer doesn’t offer them. It’d be nice if they did, but we have great insurance.

On the other hand, as I’ve mentioned, many people just don’t test, even after a known exposure. We’re exposed a lot by those who have no symptoms and have no idea they are covid-positive. Since we don’t wear masks or practice social distancing, every single day is a crapshoot.

Every single person who shares your space or air could be infectious.

Saying you’re being safe while being social is, well, impossible.

Until now, if I were in close contact with a known positive case, I would test three or four days afterward. I realized that a lot of people were simply going about their routines without testing their symptoms and not getting boosters, and we’ve abandoned the behaviors that at least slowed the infection rate.

Some don’t even test when they have symptoms. “Why bother?” they ask. It’s their choice to test for their own benefit or for those around them.

We can’t do much about people who think they might have it and don’t test – and then go about their regular lives.

Compulsory testing doesn’t happen anywhere in my world.

Up until now, I tested more frequently than anyone else I personally know. That’s true. I wanted to know if I might be infecting other people, even if I didn’t have symptoms.

I’ve had five shots.

I was not going to be one of those people who were worried about getting covid unless I was certain I was not also giving it to others.

I’m glad I did that. It was the responsible thing to do.

And so, since masks aren’t required, shots aren’t generally mandated, nor is social distancing, testing has lost much of its practicality.

If anyone could have it, how do you protect yourself from that?

I’ll continue to get future boosters and vaccines, but the ritual of testing is over for me.

I’ve been alone in the wilderness in that regard, at least in my bubble.

I’ll be safe and keep the safety of others in mind, of course.

But my previous behavior doesn’t make much sense if most of us aren’t doing it.

Just thoughts…

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