So many people struggle with this one!
All posts by X Teri
Energy, Enthusiasm
Where energy is absent, doubts and a lesser life prevails.
Just a Friend (Or Ex)
Another thing I know to be true. Taught to me by my own hypocrisy.
Love, X
Cube Walk On A Fake Spring/Winter Day

I rendered my walk goal as a cube root, expressed in miles. Think of it as a GED test for an exceptionally warm winter Tuesday afternoon. (I did the base number wrong on purpose, just to make the math not be even.) 70° in January? Mother nature must have had a glass of wine.
During this beautiful and energetic walk, I was imagining the most brilliant mathematics teacher. The hair would be in a mess, socks unmatched, and their communication ability equivalent to a horse tapping out Morse code. They probably know everything in the world about math. People looking at them and listening to them would be so distracted by their presentation that they would erroneously conclude that they couldn’t possibly be intelligent.
Which leads me to point out that people can have a surprisingly vast knowledge about something. But those around them don’t appreciate it. Or can’t see past whatever visual or auditory filter that’s blocking them.
It’s too bad y’all weren’t walking with me this afternoon. One of you could have carried the six pieces of chalk I exhausted on the various surfaces around me. We could have shared the music too. It was divine.
Even now I have to double check that it’s not spring.
I climbed a pretty good-sized tree too. But the thicket that scratched and pulled at me that I traversed was much more interesting.
Pretty damn good day.
More than I have a right to ask for, but one for which I’m grateful.
Love, X
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Instincts (And Loving Response)
The response to revealing your thoughts or instincts tell you everything you need to know.
True

I heard something similar so I modified it to make it more pithy.
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A Eulogy…Intensely Personal
(I had to add a link instead of uploading the video. My apologies!)
This one is a heartbreaker.
Difficult to make, harder to listen to again.
It’s about Erika’s brother, but it turned out to be about several people.
I remastered the music because it expresses everything that’s said in the words.
Love, X
The STFU Habit
Choosing silence is a superpower.
Love Orbit
I hope everyone has optimism. And that they find someone that sees them as the center.
Learn Calmness
If only it were this easy!